hot hot!....cnt stand the weather anymore~

sunny day~

oh...hot hot hot....

sweating all over my body...

~pls rain!...

yday night..

.after dinner v bek home and feeling so bored....

lying at my bed and feeling so bored~...

den i msg lixin and she just reply me once only....

and i msg him...

and v chat till 10.00pm stg den went sleep le....

i miss him~..^^

and suddenly suvan msg me and asking hw ab the guy...huh?....

just ok...and can be fren wif...

as u noe...v are just strangers for nw...

and she is just like asking me to date him..wth....i gt bf de k....haha><

he said tat guy really not da same wif others...but 4 me..is da same...

recently really no mood to date.....

even he oso din come find me coz of my sickness.....

i duno whether i m stupid onot...

but i noe he still care of me and treat me vy well....

stimes just making me feeling angry...

but after awhile...

i forgive him~...

and i noe my heart just gt him nw...

so others...haha...

depend on faith k^^

ad 2 weeks v din meet up le....

fast recover k...

i hope everything can goes fine~...

i wanna go out...

and  be my life~..nt to stay here and doing ntg..is kinda wasting my time~.......dislike tis life at all....

who can help me?...no 1 rite....

i noe i must depend myself ad....haiz....recently feeling myself is changing...

i m fear ab everthing..duno y....

when only i can came out of tis dark places?......

and just wanna tell her...

i m fine...

 and v need let everthing to goes natural~...thx for ur everything~...